Fangirling.

Hello, I haven't been writing for awhile so hear is a little explanation. Basically I just haven't been able to but my feeling into words and things are to complicated to explain but they are slowly getting better. But even though there is that feeling of hope there is that expectation for things to go down hill and I hope that doesn't happen. So that's reasoning to why I haven't been on here as late. But anyway I wanted to show you guys this amazing trailer I found while watching rage (the music is amazing) this morning and I'm so glad I found this. I'm not sure if any of you have watched Skins, And if you have and can relate to the sassful beautifulness of Gen 1/2  (Because I found gen 3 so disappointing.) "sorry I'm not sorry" .. But For those who haven't watched it I'm not giving anything away don't stress. I would recommend you to watch is if you haven't and are over the age of 15. there are also aftermath of the characters Effy,Cassie and Cook which are called Fire,Pure and Rise which are amazing. But for you to understand them you'll need to watch Gen 1/2. But anyway lets get to the chase, Pure which includes Cassie (Hannah Murray) and Jakob (Olly Alexander) and It is amazing and beautiful. But the trailer consists with these two people that are so amazingly talented and quirky just like Pure. The Trailer I'm talking about though is the movie God Help The Girl. Which is a musical project which as far as I know is based on the band Belle and Sebastian and is produced by Stuart Murdoch. The main character is Eve (I think) which is played by the talented and beautiful Emily Browning. So here it is finally..Sorry for the suspense everyone but it looks so amazing and I hope you enjoy and are/will be fan-girling as much as me.

Sadness and talks about small events that are taking place and are somehow taking over my emotions and life.

Lately I haven't been able to sleep and have been getting really stressed about school and people and Just feeling really unsteady and kind of feeling to blame for these events..And I can't stop watching Perks of being a wall flower which is the only good thing going or I guess you could say some sort of medication to help me relax and feel better that is easily in reach other then family and friends. But anyway..I don't really feel like seeing people or people who have some sort of connection to me being unhappy but then I feel selfish because I feel even though others have created the problem I have made it effect me so much and I just feel so emotionally drained and my chest is tight and unsteady and I feel like my whole body is pulsing and I don't know what to do..I feel like my body is shutting down and my head hurts and I cant sleep so I'm really tired. I think I'm just going to vent and relax and write and try and sleep and get some inspiration from my dreams or at least some sort of escape. Anyway sorry for the rant and being all down and negative but I need some sort of physical release and I haven't written on here in awhile so here is something and I guess this is better then nothing..
Well, Thank you for being here and listening to me complain about nothing but feelings and negativity.