Lately I haven't been able to sleep and have been getting really stressed about school and people and Just feeling really unsteady and kind of feeling to blame for these events..And I can't stop watching Perks of being a wall flower which is the only good thing going or I guess you could say some sort of medication to help me relax and feel better that is easily in reach other then family and friends. But anyway..I don't really feel like seeing people or people who have some sort of connection to me being unhappy but then I feel selfish because I feel even though others have created the problem I have made it effect me so much and I just feel so emotionally drained and my chest is tight and unsteady and I feel like my whole body is pulsing and I don't know what to do..I feel like my body is shutting down and my head hurts and I cant sleep so I'm really tired. I think I'm just going to vent and relax and write and try and sleep and get some inspiration from my dreams or at least some sort of escape. Anyway sorry for the rant and being all down and negative but I need some sort of physical release and I haven't written on here in awhile so here is something and I guess this is better then nothing..
Well, Thank you for being here and listening to me complain about nothing but feelings and negativity.
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